think I can do this anymore. I'm too jaded.
What makes me think that any man - young or old - will actually want to date me? Really date me? Not just try to get what they can and when they don't, they leave. Am I not good enough to keep around? Am I only good for one thing? When men don't get that, there is nothing else worthwhile.
He did not call. All weekend. I received one text on Sat night (after I had texted him HOURS beforehand) saying he would call when he was "done hanging out with his buddy." Well, it is 8:30 Sunday evening and I haven't heard a peep.
I'm so tired of it all. You always think "oh, this is the time it is going to work out." And then its not. Again.
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We should start crying again...
ReplyDeleteHey! Keep your head up! Can't doom yourself to failure on these sort of things. You're a great girl, you know it, so don't let that part of who you are change! It's what we like about you!
ReplyDeleteOh.My.Gosh. Are you in my head?! I go through this each time I meet someone new or develop feelings for someone--Thomas is right, keep your head up, dont get discouraged--if the guy leaves it's HIS loss. You will find the right one for you. Getting there is the shitty part, for sure.
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